18 hours had gone. Seems very fast, but it was really toughest period and longest hour I need to get through, without you by my side. I know this sounds crazy, but it's true that I miss you a lot baby. Although it's just one or two days seperation, but I feel it's just like some kind of challenge we need to face (I know in future, we might need to face same situation as well).
Baby, really sorry for being weird/impatient last night. I think, I was a bit rude. Sorry for that because I didn't mean it, serious. I just wanted to cover up my real feeling about being alone without you. Last night, I wanted you to know that I will be fine for your leaving, that's why I needed to act like nothing is going to happen, otherwise I'm sure you will be worrying about me, like you worry I'll cry...... :)
Regreted I did not hug you enough last night, that I wanted to hug you so much right now and want you be with me forever ever.
Felt lonely without you here, ever since I woke up this morning, felt so empty. Huh, receiving your call this morning was the greatest thing in the morning, but I could feel my eyes watery. Went to Jusco with Isaac (my housemate) with hope that I could not miss you. Seriously, every single second my mind was thinking of you that time (we ate Mc. D just now - this made me refresh back the moment we first met).. :)
Shopping around also thinking of what snack should I get for you. Luckily today not a lot of people there in Jusco, otherwise it would be a tough task when come to make payment at the counter.
I bought spagetti. Wanna cook for you baby. :)
It's true that I can't live without you!!
Saturday, January 9, 2010
Sunday, January 3, 2010
Happy New Year 2010
YES!! Finally, this is first post in year 2010. Wishing this year would be a prosperity year. Just like Mc. Donald's Prosperity Burger - yummy and fulfilling.
Last year wasn't a really good year for me (except meeting someone important in my life), but roughly considered not bad for year 2009. Here it is, new year, new hope and new perseverance. Seriously, last year was quite laid back, so this year, no matter what, no more sit and relax attitude.
Well, so many plans in my mind, like going Krabi, Rainforest Music Festival, Australia etc. Of course, will not go alone without him. Anyway, money is always the main and major concern. How to use money to roll bigger stack of money? Investment? Ya, planning in that.
Ehm, let's refresh back for the new year eve. This time, had good time with him and friends. That was my second time participating in new year countdown. First time happened few years ago at Sg. Wang, was so freaking crowded, and I don't really like to be at a place where I hardly walk. Ever since that year, I usually countdown at home with friends.
This time, we were at The Curve. Although H1N1 still spreading around, but this countdown event didn't blow people off. The Curve was very crowded, but at least I still managed to walk from one point to another. People are spraying the ribbon can thingy around, I tried avoid being sprayed (until we reached home, I was still clean unsprayed). The most interesting thing was, people fighting there. Ehm, youngsters who love to show off. Great that it was just a small fight.
Back home from the event around 2 in the morning. Whole body was sweaty, sticky and tired. After shower, on laptop to check FB, then sleeping time.
Last year wasn't a really good year for me (except meeting someone important in my life), but roughly considered not bad for year 2009. Here it is, new year, new hope and new perseverance. Seriously, last year was quite laid back, so this year, no matter what, no more sit and relax attitude.
Well, so many plans in my mind, like going Krabi, Rainforest Music Festival, Australia etc. Of course, will not go alone without him. Anyway, money is always the main and major concern. How to use money to roll bigger stack of money? Investment? Ya, planning in that.
Ehm, let's refresh back for the new year eve. This time, had good time with him and friends. That was my second time participating in new year countdown. First time happened few years ago at Sg. Wang, was so freaking crowded, and I don't really like to be at a place where I hardly walk. Ever since that year, I usually countdown at home with friends.
This time, we were at The Curve. Although H1N1 still spreading around, but this countdown event didn't blow people off. The Curve was very crowded, but at least I still managed to walk from one point to another. People are spraying the ribbon can thingy around, I tried avoid being sprayed (until we reached home, I was still clean unsprayed). The most interesting thing was, people fighting there. Ehm, youngsters who love to show off. Great that it was just a small fight.
Back home from the event around 2 in the morning. Whole body was sweaty, sticky and tired. After shower, on laptop to check FB, then sleeping time.
Sunday, December 27, 2009
L.O.S.T
Congratulation, I'm here, LOST, again.
Do you ever experienced this: When your daddy gives you a present, when you are happily receiving it and thinking of when you want to unwrap it. Suddenly your dad comes to you and says: "Son, you can't open the present, give it back to daddy and daddy will give it to you again when the correct timing comes. But for sure this present is for you."
Ehm, weird + ridiculous. This really happens on me. TODAY.
Huh... the project I in charge should be an ongoing project, so indirectly means my contract here will be continued as well. I was so happy and grateful because at last I can no need to worry so much about my contract here.
Out of sudden today, my boss just told me that HQ doesn't receive budget for this project yet, thus this project is going to be on HOLD. Means, I'm going to be unemployed after this month's contract ended. Unemployed means no work, means no money coming in. Gosh ~~~~~
Seriously, don't know what to do now. Looking for new job or waiting for it from HQ? God bless ~
Do you ever experienced this: When your daddy gives you a present, when you are happily receiving it and thinking of when you want to unwrap it. Suddenly your dad comes to you and says: "Son, you can't open the present, give it back to daddy and daddy will give it to you again when the correct timing comes. But for sure this present is for you."
Ehm, weird + ridiculous. This really happens on me. TODAY.
Huh... the project I in charge should be an ongoing project, so indirectly means my contract here will be continued as well. I was so happy and grateful because at last I can no need to worry so much about my contract here.
Out of sudden today, my boss just told me that HQ doesn't receive budget for this project yet, thus this project is going to be on HOLD. Means, I'm going to be unemployed after this month's contract ended. Unemployed means no work, means no money coming in. Gosh ~~~~~
Seriously, don't know what to do now. Looking for new job or waiting for it from HQ? God bless ~
Count Down 2010
Ehmm....so fast....2010 is just around the corner..And today is sunday, haven't get any new year plan for 2010. Haiz..
Watched Alvin and the Chipmunks two days ago, pretty cool. Very funny. But I think, Avatar still the best.
Speechless ......................
Watched Alvin and the Chipmunks two days ago, pretty cool. Very funny. But I think, Avatar still the best.
Speechless ......................
Friday, December 25, 2009
Christmas Day
Merry X'mas uolls...2009 is coming to an end and looking forward for new year to come. Ehm, I guess will spend my weekend for planning for year 2010. hurm....
X'mas should be thanks giving, showing love n forgiveness, but, seriously wondering how many people are really showing appreciation? Especially people so-called FRIENDS. Know why I said so?...
Just very simple, because they borrowed money from me and never return! Borrowed at the beginning of year 2009 and it's almost a year, one whole year, phone number stil same, stil alive with super duper healthy condition. Everytime I called and asked for my money back, but will always got the answer, " ok, next week"...God damn it, how many weeks had passed. Where the heck is my money from you.
People who only take advantage in friendship, i will just call u motherfucker! Seriously I really hate this type of jerk. God knows how hard I worked for the money I earned. I lent u because I just wanna help you, as a friend (as u said u were really in broke condition etc...all bull shit just to get money)....come on, u r adult with healthy body, u stil have hands and legs, go work n earn urself money. If don't have enough money, don't think of over spending ur money just to show off in fronts of ur other friends. God bless these type of jerk will never ever be rich or can have saving in their rest of their life. My wish for my X'mas is that, I wish them who owed me money but don't want to return, wishing them always in terrible situation, no one will help when they are really in trouble. I mean it...
Ok, back to normal after expressing my frustrated mood here...Yeah, feeling better....
Tonight, going to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 with my beloved bf. YES! Thank god stil managed to book 2 fantastic seats for the show. Supposing to watch this movie this evening at 6pm, but he has something more important to do. So I just gave that 2 ticket(show at 6pm) to my cousin as X'mas present. Hehehe....
As usual, never celebrate X'mas. Just going thru my day like normal day. Nothing much special. Woke up late this morning, around 10am something, took a quick shower and went down to buy food for me and him. Ya, he is off today as well. Spending few hours with him watching movies on Astro just noe before he left to his sister's house to meet his mum (my mother-in-law). Of course, now I'm alone here at home but I don't feel lonely because I always think of him...Hehehe...
If plan goes well, after movie later, we shall both go clubbing. ^^Y Sure tonight the club is crowded. I love crowded club, although it's limited space for dancing, but I really love crowded because people can't see how awkward I dance...hehehe
OK, it's time to get ready....get ready to watch American's Idol 2010 on Star World. Hurm.. great show... see ya, tat's all for today I suppose.... :)
X'mas should be thanks giving, showing love n forgiveness, but, seriously wondering how many people are really showing appreciation? Especially people so-called FRIENDS. Know why I said so?...
Just very simple, because they borrowed money from me and never return! Borrowed at the beginning of year 2009 and it's almost a year, one whole year, phone number stil same, stil alive with super duper healthy condition. Everytime I called and asked for my money back, but will always got the answer, " ok, next week"...God damn it, how many weeks had passed. Where the heck is my money from you.
People who only take advantage in friendship, i will just call u motherfucker! Seriously I really hate this type of jerk. God knows how hard I worked for the money I earned. I lent u because I just wanna help you, as a friend (as u said u were really in broke condition etc...all bull shit just to get money)....come on, u r adult with healthy body, u stil have hands and legs, go work n earn urself money. If don't have enough money, don't think of over spending ur money just to show off in fronts of ur other friends. God bless these type of jerk will never ever be rich or can have saving in their rest of their life. My wish for my X'mas is that, I wish them who owed me money but don't want to return, wishing them always in terrible situation, no one will help when they are really in trouble. I mean it...
Ok, back to normal after expressing my frustrated mood here...Yeah, feeling better....
Tonight, going to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 with my beloved bf. YES! Thank god stil managed to book 2 fantastic seats for the show. Supposing to watch this movie this evening at 6pm, but he has something more important to do. So I just gave that 2 ticket(show at 6pm) to my cousin as X'mas present. Hehehe....
As usual, never celebrate X'mas. Just going thru my day like normal day. Nothing much special. Woke up late this morning, around 10am something, took a quick shower and went down to buy food for me and him. Ya, he is off today as well. Spending few hours with him watching movies on Astro just noe before he left to his sister's house to meet his mum (my mother-in-law). Of course, now I'm alone here at home but I don't feel lonely because I always think of him...Hehehe...
If plan goes well, after movie later, we shall both go clubbing. ^^Y Sure tonight the club is crowded. I love crowded club, although it's limited space for dancing, but I really love crowded because people can't see how awkward I dance...hehehe
OK, it's time to get ready....get ready to watch American's Idol 2010 on Star World. Hurm.. great show... see ya, tat's all for today I suppose.... :)
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
ok la....starting now ~
huh ~ 2009 is going to the end soon....what I have done in 2009? hurm....i guess nothing much, just really very ordinary year for me.
2010 - coming in about a week time. It's time to plan for next year and the coming years as well. So much commitment, especially when single no more. 2 person living is really enjoying, happy, sweet....nevertheless, sad (a little).... undeniable, we have had harsh time as well....wonder which family, which couple never fight? i doubt it....
Seriously, ever since attached, am not longer just think about myself. But, also him and the thing between us. Plan for future, things to do in our daily live and much....ehm...
Marriage is not an easy task...needs lot of effort and commitment, tolerance, understanding....and frankly speaking, I'm still in learning process to make this marriage better and try to be the best partner.... *this blog will basically jot down my daily live with him* ;-)
thank you very much for coming into my life.... ;) i love ya ~
2010 - coming in about a week time. It's time to plan for next year and the coming years as well. So much commitment, especially when single no more. 2 person living is really enjoying, happy, sweet....nevertheless, sad (a little).... undeniable, we have had harsh time as well....wonder which family, which couple never fight? i doubt it....
Seriously, ever since attached, am not longer just think about myself. But, also him and the thing between us. Plan for future, things to do in our daily live and much....ehm...
Marriage is not an easy task...needs lot of effort and commitment, tolerance, understanding....and frankly speaking, I'm still in learning process to make this marriage better and try to be the best partner.... *this blog will basically jot down my daily live with him* ;-)
thank you very much for coming into my life.... ;) i love ya ~
testing ~
Have been reading others' blogs since years ago but never have my own blog being read. =.="
Just created blog today....23/12/2009. I guess this would be the most meaningful thing that I have ever done in year 2009 (of course, besides creating my own blog, 2009 also mean a lot to me because I met someone who is truly meaningful and i treasure a lot).
ehm....just 2 days before X'mas in 2009. Boring in office. Just testing to write here...This is just to test publishing something on this blog.
So many things to write...to memorize...
Just created blog today....23/12/2009. I guess this would be the most meaningful thing that I have ever done in year 2009 (of course, besides creating my own blog, 2009 also mean a lot to me because I met someone who is truly meaningful and i treasure a lot).
ehm....just 2 days before X'mas in 2009. Boring in office. Just testing to write here...This is just to test publishing something on this blog.
So many things to write...to memorize...
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